Awesome news for me~yay!

I have AWESOME news! I mean, there's nothing too sure yet, and it's not really that important, but it is a big (huge) step for me. So I gathered all my courage (and patience) and made a demo for a project for a Radio from Hato. At first I was really confident and checked my e-mail everyday thinking that I couldn't be rejected, but since they took some time to reply, I thought I hadn't been accepted so at first I was all frustrated and me (you know, I don't handle frustration and failure) but then I was able to put it behind me and forget about it...

BUT TODAY... I received an e-mail telling me I had been accepted and... Gosh! I was soo happy I inmediately could picture myself like this:

But then, I started panicking because even if I had pictured myself dealing with this all okay, and even if I'm not 100% hired, what if I couldn't do it? What if I made lots of mistakes or nobody liked it? I mean I have seen/listened to some pretty shitty stuff but it's sort of different since everyone knows each other and I am a whole outsider. However I did have the resolution of clawing my way into the fansite. I published my story (and I will continue to write more, since it is my talent), but I am really insecure too.

Shane Dawson has really helped me with that. Hahaha, ironic how he has absolutely no idea (of course, he's a youtuber). But thanks to him I am more confident and I hope I can send him a video reply one of this days or a comment he'll read. He always does, but since I have nothing good to tell him I've haven't send him anything. Nevertheless, he's given me so much confidence I almost can believe it. He's really nice. I'll go watch his videos :P!

So, now that I may get the job for real, I think I'll be like this:

All uncool and confused and WTF??

But I'll give it a try and I'll give my best if I go on live podcast one of these days!

~Adieu!