Opening the old dusty Diary Again~

Soo... I'm back. I think it's because I am the kind of person that really likes blogging and stuff (because I like to have a diary and journalism, lol) but I don't really want anyone to read this (well, I think we're good there so far!).

Anyways, I have a new laptop! YAY!!!

I really thought this blog was dead for me! But ya' know what? I think I'm more into it than ever.It's because my new laptop is sooo good for blogging!! I love it.

So, what's up?

Not much really, since I've blogged last year that I moved with my dad. A-we-so-me. I'll take pictures of my room and upload them 'cause it is so damn pretty and crazy and full of color to the point of diziness... it is so me!!

And now I am a kpop freak... Like yeah, the thing I really wanted to avoid; being into pop again, happened. At least is Kpop...

Don't get me wrong, I'm still oh-so-in-love with Visual-kei!! It's just that... yeah. LOL. Now it has to compete with Kpop and to be honest, Kpop has much more things to watch like funny shows and no matter what people says SO MUCH MORE GAYNESS!!!

Like seriously! Visual may be all about dressing like girls but Kpop is out of contest gayer in every sense..

Never mind....

I'll just put the new Suju-M vid in my next entry...

(PS: I fucking need a memory card for my camera)

No Other~Super Junior

'Aww! this song and video makes me fly! *O*! I honestly never thought I would be so much into them! Or that I would be back on pop! But I guess "never say never" (ew, I just realized it was a JB fras D:, LOL). They're really talented and I love them!! (also, my mom was able to guess which ones were my favourites =B!), Plus! Kpop IS the best pop!

...at moments like these~

If the day comes that I'll be missed by someone...
If the day comes that I have to leave this world...

I wish to be remembered, but I don't want to be cried...
Maybe I'll allow to shed some tears, maybe just the one...

But at the end of the day I'll want everyone to remember all my happy moments...
I want everyone to know how optimistic I was even if I wasn't always happy...
Because Tears will be useless, but memories will be fulfilling...
So please, don't cry! Think I'll be in a better place...

'Cause death isn't sad! It's the beginning of another journey!
One lives, one dies...
People may be left behind,
those can miss, feel the pain the absence, but in the end...
Just smile,
Someday, tomorrow, there will be a time when you say...
Remember what we did that day??

Don't get me Wrong~

When I say I want your stuff, it doesn't mean I want you not to have them...
When I say I would like to be like you, it doesn't mean I don't like myself...
When I say I envy your success, it doesn't mean I want to take it away from you...

What I mean is I wish I had something cool to share with you...
What I mean is I would like to be a better person as you are...
What I mean is that I admire you, and everything you've done...

I'm honest when I say "congratulations"...
But I hope I could be congratulated too...

I truly feel happy to see you have achieved your goals...
But I feel sad for me; I hadn't gotten the power to start reaching my owns...

So when I tell you "Why not me?"...
Please don't take it as "Why you?"...

I'm happy for you; you're brave, you know and fight for what you want...

But I can't stop feeling jealous because I'm still in my couch, dreaming about what I want without the power to get it, doing everything that I'm told and supossed to do, too scared that I will not succeed if I try harder for harder things.

So beleive when I say I'm happy...
Don't get mad if I say I envy you...
It's just that I admire you too much...
Can't you realize I just wish I was as brave and cool as you??

Thinking of you...

What can I say? I truly miss you... I... I can't describe exactly how I feel... maybe as if I missed you when I never truly had you... could that be? Maybe it's because I'm just a little sick... maybe it's because I've been with my friends... who knows? I just know I suddenly miss you again, but even though I've been thinking of calling you, to maybe start something with you again... I realize I don't have time for those lies, I don't have either the energy or the imagination to start believing we love each other again...
I just hope you hadn't forgotten me yet, maybe one day we'll meet each other again...

Dedicated to two people I lost and will never come back again, but I hope they are doing just fine, and perhaps they remember me in winter days like this one.

...Yume~...

Me duele todo.. no tengo ganas ni de subir foto con esto...
pero solo soy feliz!!! genuinamente feliz... es tan bello cuando los sueños se hacen realidad!!! *Q*!!!

VERSAILLES LO MEJOR!!!!

*O*! Hizaki te amee!! Y Teru tu sonrisa bella!! Kamijo eres tan sexy!! Yuki... porque xuxa tiraste la baqueta justo un metro a mi izquierda?? T_T dick igual te ame tocando la batería!!! *O*!!

Funny Video !!

Just a prank video between two random guys--- ._. okay, not so random... These are Hangkyung and HeeChul from a Korean band called Super Junior...

And I happen to love HeeChul 'cause he's cute and he's called "the diva" (and not for nothing) xD... so that goes with my personality (I mean... I like that kind of boys xD...) And I actually like him when he looks more like a girl -///-U... but that's just because he has such a strange face that he looks better with more hair sorrounding it... (?) xD Nahh, I kid HeeChul... I like him =)

PS: HeeChul is the one in the pink shirt not the other one who laughs like a dumbass... what did you think, duh!??... nahh I kid HanKyung I actually love him =B