Funny Video !!

Just a prank video between two random guys--- ._. okay, not so random... These are Hangkyung and HeeChul from a Korean band called Super Junior...

And I happen to love HeeChul 'cause he's cute and he's called "the diva" (and not for nothing) xD... so that goes with my personality (I mean... I like that kind of boys xD...) And I actually like him when he looks more like a girl -///-U... but that's just because he has such a strange face that he looks better with more hair sorrounding it... (?) xD Nahh, I kid HeeChul... I like him =)

PS: HeeChul is the one in the pink shirt not the other one who laughs like a dumbass... what did you think, duh!??... nahh I kid HanKyung I actually love him =B

Doki Doki Waku Waku ~ Honey Love!

Oh, I hadn't blogged in a while... It's been crazy over here. And all my attention now it's dragged towards Versailles's Concert tickets. Hope we get the best ones tomorrow! *o*! I'll make it happen!

Oh, and I wanted to upload this sweet candy song! It's so Japanese, so Anime, so Up-beat, so... I don't know it's just such a pretty song!! Yes, pretty. And it's Honey's song from Ouran Host Club. It's called Doki Doki Waku Waku and it doesn't make a hell of an epic song (xD)but it's a song to listen either when you're happy (it goes with the mood) or when you're sad (it lifts your mood up!) ^-^

My new Philosophy xd!

Found this on Youtube... Goes with me! =D

You say 50 cent - I say Dir en grey

You say Beyonce- I say Gackt

You say Britney Spears - I say Moon Kana

You say lil wayne - I say Miyavi

You say Jonas Brothers - I say An Cafe

You say Miley Cyrus - I say lm.c

You say HSM - I say polysics

You say rap - I say Jrock

You say pop - I say Jpop

You say hip hop - Visual kei

92% of kids have turned to rap, pop, & hip hop. If your one of the jrockers out there copy and paste to 4 videos

Bueno sí, era una cadena pero lo importante es la esencia xD!

Austin Scarlett's Special! (L)!

Me cachis que quedé X____X subiendo tantas fotos pero valió la pena por Austin!

I absolutely had to make a special for one of the two best designers in project runway ever!!! He is so great! Since I can't have him as a boyfriend, my hopes with him is that he can design my husband's wedding dress... no... wait... what?? o///o I mean... mine. (or not...?? xD) Well, but since I'm probably not gonna get maried ever, that ship is sailed. But he will design my outfit for the oscars... I know it! xD

Okay, so first; look how pretty he is: *o*!
Awww! I just love him!! Ok, now let's look at his awesome work outside Project Runway:
I mean, Vera Wang and Donna Karen isn't gonna show anything better than these Austin Scarlett's. They can suck it xD. Okay, so now let's look at his beauty AGAIN (LOL):
So... He appeared again on the show at the fifth season as a jury in the first challenge. And he wore two impecable outfits and... he looked amazingly hot *O*... Let's some pictures of THAT xD.

Here he is with Tim Gunn, whom I personally find adorable and a perfect gentelman. I would love him to be my design teacher. Austin looks so lovely with his angel face.
No comments. *O*!
We needed to do a close-up to this beauty!! *O*! xD sorry, I just saved as much pictures as my patience would let me.
Here he is in his judge chair. OMG! That suit looks so great on him. I mean...Woooo! *O*! Thumbs Up xD.

Okay, so I didn't want any pictures of him with someone else that wasn't either related to the show or a model but I just had to say this. The guy next to him is SOOO HOT! I mean I'd give him one! Wajajaja... I'm just kidding of course. I mean... what that fuck that guy?? He doesn't look as someone in fashion bussiness. What if he's a perv? O_o!! I'll save you Austin!!

Just kidding before. So here's another picture. I like this. I think it's so glamorous.
Here with one of his models. Actually if he weren't gay they would be a very attractive couple. Anyways, I feel this is a flawless picture with flawless characters in it. xD Oh, and I am going to paste my picture in the model's face and say he's my husband. Hahaha, just kidding... I guess ._.

xD!

Finally the las picture. Just him and noone else. Yay! I love his shirt I'm going to steal it xD. Okay so now let's see some videos. This one is from PR, they had gone to a party to impress some important man of the industry, and they would be judge because of the outfit and the abillity of sell it in a party. The winner would get mentioned in this guy's column. Jay and Austin where the finalist... and let's see what happened.

These Other one is an interview.... and Well, I'm Just going to put them on here because videos can explain for themselves.

Oh my god! In the search of vids of these eye-candy (xD) I found this AWESOME show where he and Tim Gunn appeared as special gests and judges. It's about young designers and proms!! So Here is the part Austin is actually in...

I know he doesn't do much but since the show is so great and I'm lacy enough to not want to create a whole new thing for it. xD I actually can't finf the end of it! O_O Oh the hell with that... I'm too tired to care! xD!!!

I could put the whole thing but what for... So this is all... (I finnaly yay!)

Sayonara! (Adieu!)

Poker Night!!

*WANNA BET?*

Panic! at the disco ~ Nine in the Afternoon

Not acutally my kind of song, but that doesn't mean that it can't be my song. I mostly like the video and the lyrics. I think that what the song says is pretty important and true.

Live Your Life Message...

"We don't need God to have a reason to live. We live to enjoy life and its pleasures".

This phrase is from a comment of a video in youtube, and I don't even now who wrote it, but this person here is my hero. He or she figured out my whole life.And it's not like I don't believe in God... but I live for myself and I love it that way! =D

An Ugly Truth! =( Where did my happiness go so suddenly?

okay, this is something that happened and actually affected me very much. Yesteday as I said i was at my mom's and I didn't wanted to stay, so I started making up excuses such as "I'm just a bother with this so many people in here..., I'm just annoying right now" (which I still think it was partly true) and my cousin overheard as and today he make a joke about it, because I told him to move so I could watch the Tv and he said "damn, you're so annoying. I don't understand what happened to you last night. Like I heard you said you were a bother and I was like 'what's up with Roxy?'". Okay, it doesn't seem like a joke here (partly because it wasn't funny at all), but it was supposed to be. I got affected because I was sensitive about the subject before. I wanted to say:

"WELL I DIDN'T ACTUALLY THINK THAT. I THOUGHT YOU WHERE THE BOTHER AND NOT BECAUSE YOU'RE STAYING HERE, IT'S BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LET ME GO! I STAYED BECAUSE I WAS REQUESTED TO BUT I ACTUALLY SPENT A PRETTY AWFULL NIGHT AND I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT OR YOU ALL RIGHT NOW. I DO NOT FEEL LIKE THIS IS MY HOME ANYMORE, AND SPECIALLY THESE DAYS, AND I WANT-TO-GO-HOME!!! BECAUSE HERE I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AND AS THE OUTSIDER I AM. I CAN'T LISTEN FULLY COMFORTABLE TO MY MUSIC, WATCH MY VIDEOS WITHOUT GETTING A LONG SPEECH ABOUT GAYS AND ETC, AND I'M ALSO GETTING TIRED OF THE RELIGIOUS INTOLERANT SHIT YOU HAVE GOING ON HERE! PLEASE LET ME ALONE!!!! I-DO-NOT-WANT-TO-BE-HERE!!"

I know... it's cruel and bad intentioned... That's why I didn't say it. But I can't help thinking it, feeling it. Since I can help say it, I rather not to. 'Cause it might not be clear here, but I do care about my family and I don't want them to suffer, so I keep my cruel thoughts for myself. I rather cry and cut myself before I tell them how sick I am of their intolerant shit, and that some of their comments actually get me personal, 'cause they're talking about me sometimes!!!

And I am actually NOT exagerating about that. I do not want to say what, but some things they don't aprove and speak ill about are things that I do or like... You should look the grin on their faces, hear the words they say... It just hurts ya' know?? And it's not like I could say anything (I will do it, though) because I'm just fourteen and let's face it, no matter how serious my comments could be they still think I do not know what I want or know nothing about life. OK, maybe I don't know pretty much about the hard life some of my family members have had, but I do know about MY life, and how I feel about it.

I am actually happy right now, and I was really cheerfull before, but I had to get this out of my chess, speacially because I was trying to keep it inside and just let it go... But I realized I couldn't... To get over it, I had to grite it. =/ I would like nobody to read this, though. Well, at least I'm sure about that.=D xD

BACK HOMEEEE! {De vuelta a casa al finnn}

I feel great right now!! Because I'm healthy, I have home, friends, family (although today I'm not specially thankfull for those ones besides my parents, but it's just a thing of the moment) and I am at my home now! And I also took great pictures of myself. Actually two of them are horrible because I am crying on them (really crying). Yeah, I had an emotional breakdown today... What can I say?? It was just about time... But I got over it as I usually do. I cried on the shower and then in my bedroom but now I'm excelent. (Tears are a great eye cleaner xD).

Oh, y tengo un proberbio. "En Chino, "Fracaso" y "Oportunidad" suenan exactamente igual". Para el que lo entienda, le cambiará la vida en cierta forma. Cualquier fallo que tengan, siempre va a presentar una oportunidad, aunque sea para aprender de la experiencia. Créditos para el Luis.

Vi el final de la primera temporada de project runway! Finalmente! Hurra!

Y descubrí que puedo verme como un chico!!! jajaja suena raro pero me gusta. Amo las cosas ambiguas (pico lo que diga mi familia ¬¬) así que si algún día me decido a adelgazar, cortarme el pelo (opcional xD) y vendarme las boobies podré hacerle cosplay a algún personaje masculino (que no sea muy hermoso si xD).

No esque tenga baja autoestima (a veces la tengo, como todo el mundo) pero realmente me considero una persona "promedio". Maldita sean todas las personas hermosas del mundo ¬¬ wuajaja qué envidiosa yo. xD Noo si iwal mientras las perosnas sexys del mundo pongan a mi disposición ocular su "sexycidad" (xD) estamos bien! =D

Ah, hablando de personas hermosas, hoy estaba viendo a Kra y salió Keiyuu y grité "enano rico, por ti me hago pedófila"... pero después me di cuenta de que es mucho mas viejo que yo... ni siquiera mayor, mas viejo. XD!! Y después pensé... "Hyde, por ti me hago asalta-tumbas" (no es que esté diciendo que Hyde sea vieejo...ahem._.!). No sé por qué pensé en Hyde, supongo que porque tiene o tenía o tendrá cuarenta. :P Otro que envejeció no sé cuándo fue Aoi-Gazetto (también está Aoi-Shota [de ayabie xd]). TREINTA!!! O_O ... Tampoco estoy al tanto de la edad de los otros, pero como me enteré de la de Aoi por su cumple me quedé completamente O_O xD

Woaa había muchas más cosas que quería contar, pero como eran todas mayormente negativas y ahora estoy tan feliz, vamos a dejarlo así, ¿ok?

Tampoco haré "Today's Section" porque salí todo el día xD! Así que... mañana será!

Sayonara! (Adieu!)

Home Sickness {Kinda for a LOL, but sad =( }

This I wrote it tomorrow: haha I know it seems weird but I said I'd put a picture for this the next day and today it's the next day.LOL. Okay... so this ugly picture of me which look as if I were crying... I am. This is how I look when I cry and I've gotta say it's actually awfull. That's why I don't cry (or I try not to) in front of other people and it pisses me off when I do. This is how I felt yesterday but since I had people staring I didn't cry. But today I broke down (in the next post I talk about that) and I got the chance to take a pic. Why to fake sadness for pictures if I can actually photograph real one?

Okay, I'll put the photo of this comment tomorrow since I don't have a camera here but still I want to get this out of my chest. I am HOME SICKNESS, which is pretty bad, specially because (painfully funny) my home is just five blocks away, and actually I had the offert from my dad who told me that if I wanted to come back he would pic me up.

The point it's now I am in what used to be my place but I feel totally awkard and like it's not my home. Of course I always felt a little uncomfortable here, but back then I just said "I live here too, ya' know?"... Now that ship has sailed. I feel sooo sad. Honest. I feel totally depressed here. Half of the fault is because of me, I am really serius about my privacy and my space, one of the two 25%s is because there is a lot of people here, and I don't complain about that, but I can't be as free as I want... Funny, actually the ones who have to stay here because of the earthquake aren't annoying at all but the visitors are. Lucky for me they don't know about the blog or I would be dead. =S Oh, and the other 25% it's because here. there are pretty bad energies because of all that fanatic religious stuff. Seriusly!

So my soul kinda feels like falling apart, and I wanted to go so bad... But then I stare at my mom's eyes and she wanted me to stay as badly as I wanted to go so... What could I do? It's my mother, the woman who gave me life. I just nodded and said I was fine...

I know I'm probably being a drama queen, but I have been emotional since the earthquake and specially after that I feel more home-attached. And this ain't my home anymore. Just that. And I just realized that. My home now is my dad's place and I am completely happy there!! Why would I want to come here in the first place? Ah, yes family... Well I love them still, but... Just not the right roommate with my aunt and my cousin. My cousin and his wife are fine. They're very confortable people to be with... But ah... *sigh* There's nothing I can do but cry. I just feel like a tomented soul LOL. I mean, it's totally dramatic but I can't help being this way... Oh, well...

Just another night of my life.

Aw, I almost forgot. Today I received a message from Yumi and Emiru. They were worried about me and wanted to know what was going on. It made me feel pretty special, actually. The fact that they remembered me and worried about me made my heart a little warmer.

I love Emiru. And also Yumi, but Emiru is special because she's about my age and visual-fan so hurray!

I also spoke very little with Misumi. She's fine thank god and... well, that. I love her too but above all she's the only one I'd consider for a gilfriend xD.

Today's Section:

Today's Music: ~Sid's Natsukoi~Sincrea's Atla & Ciel~Maroon 5's Sunday Morning~Shwartz Stein's Addictive Epicueran~the Gazette's Burial Applicant~D's Yami Yori Kurai Doukoku No A Capella To Bara Yori Akai Jounetsu No Aria (I just Missed By the "Yori") LOL!

Today's Movies: None. Cero. Nothing.

Today's Series: Project Runway. Just That. I love Christian & Austin... Gay people are hawt. I wish I were a gay man ¬¬ (too weird? well not more weird that things that Jae and Yun say about themselves as a couple in the first couple talk)... Big Fat Lie. I wish I were a delicate bisexual man. Or at least a girl that can pass like a man easily!

Today's Wish: Well, besides from the stuff mentioned before, I want to be at my home. MY HOME!!!!

~ Sayonara! Adieu! ~

Project Runway {Best Reality Show Ever}

OK. Así que antes de empezar a dar mi opinión del show; un poco de información de Wikipedia xD: "Project Runway es un reality show estadounidense acerca de diseño de modas. Los participantes compiten entre ellos para crear el mejorvestuario y la mayoría de las veces tienen limitaciones. La presentadora es la top model Heidi Klum, en compañía de Nina García, Michael Kors y el (fabuloso) Tim Gunn" Consta ahora con siete temporadas pero yo he visto cuatro de las primeras cinco =( XD!

Primera temporada! Yay! Bueno amo el show. Seriously, Best Reality show EVER! La primera temporada empezó con un reto memorable que se repite en la quinta! El ganador Jay es un gran, GRAN diseñador y una persona muy nice. Aprobado totalmente.

Pero arg! O sea, muy bien por Jay era genial y todo pero AMO! A Austin. Desde sus creaciones a su ahem, ahem carita de angel, cuerpo sexy y estilo tan hot. xD Ya sé, ya sé... es gay. Pero por alguna razón todos los que amo resultan serlo... ._. Damn it!

Awwwb! SI lo amo tanto! *o*! Además creo que si fuese actor hubiese hecho un genial Jasper en Twilight (no que Jackson Rathbone lo haya hecho mal *O* No, sir!). Recordaré hacer un especial con fotos y videos de él más tarde después de mi súper siesta! xD

Segunda temporada, me gustaba Kayne (¬¬ sew, ya sé. Gay!)pero debo admitir que sus diseños no estaban a la altura a pesar de que muchos de ellos sí me gustaban. Creo que la que debió ganar era Laura. A pesar de que era una bruja pienso que era la mejor. O Uli. Pero sus diseños eran demasiado California o Miami para mí que soy tan New York xD.

Cuarta temporada. OMG! El más sexy y talentoso desde Austin Scarlett, Christian Siriano. Por suerte para mí él si ganó y ahora hay un montón de su trabajo. (Por suerte de Austin también *o*) al principio pensé que me gustaba más pero ahora andan empatados. xD! Ah, si. Sobre el show debo decir que tuvo un nivel muy alto así que para sobrevivir ya había que tener experiencia. Fue muy interesante y muy vangüardista. Creo que la mejor temporada, pero sin duda veria la 1 mil veces sólo por Austin! También haré un especial de Christian. Es que... awb! ese pequeño me excita *O*! xD (por qué hay gente pequeña que es tan washona? Kyo, Ruki, Keiyuu etc).

Awb! Es que... He's soo hot! Haré un súper gigantoso especial de él!! ES QUE !! He's sooo fierce!!! I'm also going to make a special of Austin Scarlett... so!

AUSTIN SCARLETT & CHRISTIAN SIRIANO LOVE!

I do not care for that ¬¬... Christian why do you cheat on me?? And with Heidi!? She's not even a man!!!!! Or she is... O_O?? Jaja, just kidding! Of course he ain't cheating at me... with Heidi at least... ._.

Sayonara! (Adieu!)

My Music! (XD)

Yeah, I know... WTF with the pic?? Well... I searched "mundo occidente oriente" in google and the only picture that appeared that ilustrated my point like was this one xD.

Ok so the point... All the music posted (I am going to say posted even though it's not fotolog ok? xD) in this blog may not be the music I listen to everyday. 'Cause yeah, I'm half visual fan. But that's another story. In fact, I have another blog for Vkei Crap so don't worry xD.

But the truth is I like all kinds of music (except reaggeton, cumbia and onion-music [yeah, I said onion music xD]) from bubblegum pop (DBSK, which these these has become less and less "bubblegum" so we came from "Balloons" to "Choosey Lover" or "Tonight", and I love this) to pop that actually means something (Michael Jackson, Madonna, Miranda!) to classic rock (Queen, Metallica) to Indie Rock (The Killers, and, well, almost every VK band IS Indie), to Jazz (I don't know exactly, I just like the collection Jazz&80'-70'-90' and some Neil Armstrong and "The Birdie" songs), to tango (Bajofondo, and you know, classics), to some heavier rock (Black Veil Brides, Evanescence, Haggard), to oldies (70s and 80s specially), to old fashion hip hop, and so it goes on. I also like romantic music but just the songs from the times I listened to it. New stuff are bullshit. xD.

So I love all kinds of music, and I've gotten a little into BritRock 'cause my ex-pop friend finally started listening to real music with real bands. Yay! So she's into The Cranberries, Franz Ferdinand, The Killers, McFly... Good for her! I think they're pretty great bands on this side of the globe (there are also pretty bad shit xD), but I'll keep listening to my Japanese (not-gay ¬¬) stuff. Although now I'm opening myself.............To occidental music ¬¬. So!

Great young bands that play heavy rock, Come To Me! (specially if the memebers are hot xD).

~And here, there's a selection of music I love and it's not related to Vkei!~

As Usual The Disclaimer: I do not own anything. Nobody even watches this but just in case a big business man from Sony Music or SME sees it, I put this so they know I just do it for fun and also because it's way much better than putting pictures of the video to put the video if you can. Duh! =D

Mentía~Miranda

Traición~Miranda

Knives and Pens~Black Veil Brides


Schrei~Tokio Hotel


Balloons~DBSK


Choosey Lover~DBSK


The Kill~30 Seconds to Mars



No Sleep Till Brookling~Beastie Boys


Take On Me~Eve St. Jones


Time After Time~Sarah Menescal


Take on Me~Aha


Hot and Cold~Katy Perry


What I Like About you~Lillix



Somebody To Love~Queen


Smooth Criminal~Michael Jackson


Roses~Outkast

So that's kind of a remix of music I like that itsn't Visual. Of course this kind of music only takes a 25% of my MP3 but still, some things are pretty memorable in here. Oh, yeah, they do not have necesarilly to be good music, but either if it's good or bad, it has to be a gift for the ears.

PS: My PC is working like shit. xD

The World Outside ~ Eyes Set To Kill

Great Band! At First I thought it was a bit "paramorish", but after listening to a few other songs I realized they were at a whole new level. So... Listen to it. This is a very soft song in comparison with the others, although I like more the others (xD). So why to put this video?? Well, there's something about what the song says that makes me feel like it's appropiate for my mood. =D

Sunday Morning ~ Maroon5

It's a great song and it always has been. But I put it here 'cause today I felt like this. Everything is not near to recover yet, but at least here somethings are normal and some people are getting back to their routine. And the goverment finally opened an account to chip in with money for help, or so I heard. Yay! People, we are comming!